Hello Deviants!

I'm gonna tell you about my trip to Alabama. It was . . different. I'm very grateful that my brother, Billy, bought me a round-trip plane ticket all by himself so that I could go down there and get away from here for a while. But I really could've used one of you guys there with me, just cuz I was feeling a bit alone down there with no real friends or family around me. But . . oh well. It was my decision to go down there, so whatever.


Well, it's kind of a funny story. I had been down there for several days, and my cousin Morgan was going to church with me for a few days and then as soon as church was over, I spotted this uber long haired blonde/burnette guy who was wearing black. My heart jumped in my chest and I realized that I'd gotten my first crush on a REAL HUMAN BEING and not a rockstar on another continent. So this was quite new to me. I meant the pounding of my heart and the blushing whenever I looked at him (and I don't mean I just looked at him, I STARED at him).

So yeah I asked Morgan (who has more guts than me) to find out what his name and age was (just in case) and I found out that he was Tyler Lynn Robinson and he was 15, and was to be 16 on October something. He's going into the 10th grade, and he BUILT HIS OWN COMPUTER. THAT WORKS. Awesome, right? Totally! I got a crush on a smart dude! And he wasn't a nerd and he didn't wear glasses and didn't have braces and he was really tall and skinny with my color hair and big blue eyes and he's so cute!

And he had a GIRLFRIEND.

I was so devastated when I found out. But still, my obsession for him would not go away, so I was determined to become one of his close friends, because that was option number two. And guess what? He was at the T-Ball game I was at. THAT NIGHT.

I asked Billy to help me be his friend (I am bad at making friends, they usually come to me . . ) and he told me to pick a song on my I-Pod that I thought he would like, and I picked Batcountry by Avenged Sevenfold. Then I was supposed to put one of my earbuds up to his ear and that would start a conversation. So yeah I was all prepared to do it when Tyler's Cell Phone rang and HIS RINGTONE WAS TRASHED AND SCATTERED BY AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!!!!! whoa!

So yeah we became friends, and the two of us introduced Billy to Avenged Sevenfold (and Billy liked them!!) and Slayer (liked them too) and My Chemical Romance (them not so much) and The Used ( "they're okay" )

Then I found out that Tyler had broken up with his girlfriend. (I was trying to act sad for him but I think I might have been blushing . .)

Then I found out that he liked me too . .

And that he would date me if I lived in Alabama . .

I got a hug the night before I left for home . .

And a fake flower from the floor of the church . .

He shoved the rest in his pockets . .

He smelled good . .

Well, his shoulder did at least . .

He's six foot five or six . .

REALLY tall . .

I miss him so much . .